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Undone
03:20
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UNDONE
And I try to hide
The feelings that for so long
I’ve kept bottled up inside
So no one will see that I’ve become
Undone
And I lose myself
A little more each day
Thoughts so unforgiving
My head is spinning
But no one seems to notice I’ve become
Undone
Don’t cry, be strong
And I tell myself these things
And to carry on
Or someone might see that I’ve become
Undone
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2. |
Darkness Coming
02:06
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Instrumental
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3. |
She Came to Leave
03:18
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SHE CAME TO LEAVE
You left alone, returned the same
You were my best friend, but not that day
The tears all disappeared and dried, so did my fears
But I still wonder where they’ve gone
The days, the months, and the years
And yes, I wonder where you are and all you do
My life seemed empty then, you know, without you
But you always knew life was just a dream
So dream and dream and you’ll be free
Yeah, dream and dream and you’ll be free
Yeah, dream and dream until you’re free
You came to see me when I was alone
And knew where you’d gone I couldn’t go
You came to say goodbye to me
You came, you came, you came to leave
And as I watch the sun come down
On life and love all around
One thing I thought I’d never see
You came, you came, you came to leave
And with the slow shut of my eyes
My mind is open for the very first time
You left alone, returned the same
You were my best friend, but not that day
The tears all disappeared and dried, so did my fears
You came to see me when I was alone
And knew where you’d gone I couldn’t go
You came to say goodbye to me
You came, you came, you came to leave
You came, you came, you came to leave
You came, you came, you came to leave
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4. |
Quiet Desperation
04:53
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QUIET DESPERATION
They come at night, they come while you’re sleeping tight
And in your dreams, so real it seems
They get in your head, take over your mind
You can’t run away, and you can’t hide from them
You walk through this life alone, thinking nobody cares
The ghosts haunt your soul, and demons you fear
As dark as the light that isn’t there
Only light is the darkness that fills the air
But I hope and I pray that someday things are gonna change
‘Cause I know that today you might never find your way
So I hope and I pray that someone is gonna save you from yourself
They say nobody loves you when you’re down and out
Of your mind, of control, now you’re running out of time
Tomorrow has gone away and yesterday never came
What would you have to say if this was your last day
But I pray that someday things are gonna change
‘Cause I know that today you might never find your way
So I hope and I pray that someone is gonna save you from yourself
So sad to see you go, oh no
And though you told me why, I don’t think I’ll ever know
Depression fills the air, despair swells in my eyes
Please God help me, ‘cause I’m buried alive
But I hope and I pray that someday things are gonna change
‘Cause I know that today you might never find your way
So I hope and I pray that someone is gonna save you from yourself
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5. |
Artist Drowning
03:55
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ARTIST DROWNING
Can you hear the voices, can you hear them calling out
Can you hear the voices, can you hear them ringing out
I can hear the voices, I can hear them screaming now
Gotta stop the voices, gotta get ‘em out, somehow
Now I’ll be the only one who won’t see the sun going down
How am I the only one who’s never gonna see the sun
As I am going down, as I am going down
What is it I’m supposed to do, I’m supposed to see
I know I’m barely moving but somehow I’m losing ground
Maybe I’m just dreaming or left something out
Hurts so bad there must be some way out
What is it I’m supposed to do, I’m supposed to see
What is it I’m supposed to do, I’m supposed to see, ‘cause I can’t see
What is it I’m supposed to do, I’m supposed to be
I can’t shake the feeling, it’s kinda like I’m freezing now, it’s so cold
I can barely breathe and I, I just wanna scream out loud
Hurts so bad, I just want it over now
As I am going down, as I am going down
What is it I’m supposed to do, I’m supposed to see, ‘cause I can’t see
What is it I’m supposed to do, I just can’t see
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6. |
Just Passing Through
03:26
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JUST PASSING THROUGH
Have you ever wondered what it meant or how it was a life spent
Was such a blur because you never took the time or heard that you
Were passing through
It’s funny all the people that you see upon the street
You hardly ever took the time to get to know or even meet ‘cause you
Were passing through
Well, I’m just passing by
Don’t know what’s happened or why
I’m passing through
They say it’s lonely at the top, it’s just the same if you’re not
It seems so close and yet so far away, here and there and everywhere
Feels like nowhere
I’ve got a long road ahead of many things that can’t be said
And memories I’ll leave behind, but can you leave the past behind you
You’re passing too
And I’m just passing by
Don’t know what’s happened or why
I’m passing through
I’ve heard that when you say goodbye your life will flash before your eyes
It may take seconds, may take years to pass away your whole life’s fears
Oh, in tears
So, maybe I’m ahead of it, or maybe I’m a head trip
Either way, don’t know if I ever took the time to say to you
I love you
‘Cause I’m just passing by
Don’t know what’s happened or why
I’m passing through
Yeah I’m just passing by
Don’t know what’s happened or why
I’m passing through
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7. |
Truth in Lies
02:24
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TRUTH IN LIES
And you sing the same old song, on and on all day long
And I wonder what it means, do you really think you’re free
When the truth comes out in lies, I can see it in your eyes
The things you want to hide from me
And we play the same old games, on and on every day
And you wonder why we are never getting very far
When the truth comes out in lies, I can see it in your eyes
The things you want to hide from me
All those things that you said
Meant so much in your own head
Yeah, meant so much in your own head
But now I know and now I see
All the lies that you sold to me
Now the truth comes out in lies, I can see it in your eyes
The things you tried to hide from me
Hide from me, but now I’m free
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8. |
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GOD, ANGLES & THE UNIVERSE
Dear God, Angels, and The Universe
Are you listening, have you heard my pleas
I’m down upon my knees and begging please
Does anybody feel the way I do
I’m lost inside, don’t know if I can make it through
Do you feel the way I do
All my life, been waiting for something inside
Something that’ll take my fears
And make ‘em disappear
‘Cause I can’t help but feel the way I do
I’m lost inside, don’t know if I can make it through
Do you feel the way I do
Oh, does anybody feel the way I do
Lost inside, it’s true
Will we ever make it through
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9. |
Driving Home in Reverse
04:32
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DRIVING HOME IN REVERSE
Driving in the rain doesn’t have to feel the same
As walking home all by yourself
They saw you there in pain, and told you you were saved
But they’re just the same as everybody else
So, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home
They want you to believe you have to be just like the rest
You couldn’t agree more, but I couldn’t care any less
So, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home in reverse
Yeah, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home in reverse
Who made you king of all, to judge is not your calling
This world’s not yours to rule or curse
We’re different but the same, just trying to find a way
Tell me now, what could it hurt if I drive home in reverse
I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home in reverse
Yeah, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home, I’ll drive home in reverse
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10. |
In Loving Memory
01:50
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IN LOVING MEMORY
Bad news today
I thought I’d have more time to say
A thank you here, a love you there
Maybe it’s true life’s just not fair
Hard times ahead
Some things are better left unsaid
Sometimes the colors will bleed
Somehow the memories will fade
But I’ve no such excuse
I guess I just lost track of life
But now we’re both set free
I’ll live my life and you’ll live on . . .
In loving memory
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11. |
Wonder Why
02:36
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WONDER WHY
Wonder why you and I can’t tell ourselves from the crowd
Wonder why you and I can’t seem to get around this cloud
Ain’t it strange, we don’t talk about it
Ain’t it strange, we can’t live without
Wonder why all the things that I say seem to drift up towards the sky
And I wonder why you don’t seem to care at all about the tears I’ve cried for you
Ain’t it strange, we don’t talk about it
Ain’t it strange, we can’t live without
Wonder why I don’t know what you think, you don’t know how I feel
We don’t know who we are or what is real
What is real
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12. |
Not Mine or Yours
02:39
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NOT MINE OR YOURS
Yesterday was just a dream
Tomorrow’s just a mystery
You want it back, but you can’t
No, you can’t hold on to your past
You gotta let it go
It’s not mine or . . .
Hateful words we didn’t mean
But things aren’t always what they seem
Can’t take it back, we can’t erase
And tomorrow might be too late
Can we let it go, these scars are
They’re not mine or yours
Not mine or, not mine or . . .
I’m still here, I’m not afraid
And I am not your yesterday
There’s nothing left for us to say
We’re just trying to find a way
To let it go, this life torn
It’s not mine or yours
Not mine or yours
Not mine or yours
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13. |
Running Out of Time
03:13
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RUNNING OUT OF TIME
Once upon a time of mine I looked up to you, so divine
I held on every word you said, and you knew everything in my head
You looked into my sad eyes, told me everything would be fine
And I believed that we could be anything that we want to be
But I never thought that we might be running out of time
Then somehow things seemed to change, and you and I went separate ways
You turned your back and I turned mine, never knowing at the time
How did it get to be so hard, who knew that love could tear apart
Seems that all we’re trying to find is just a little peace of mind
Why is it always hard to find, ‘cause we’re running out of time
Now we’re here once again, it’s getting closer to the end
I turn to you, you’re almost gone, you said that you knew all along
I look into your sad eyes, tell you everything will be fine
I still believe that we can be anything that we want to be
Doesn’t matter much to me that we’re running out of time
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14. |
A Long Goodbye
05:10
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A LONG GOODBYE
Looking through old photographs and all the things they’ve seen
Memories of times gone by and all the things we’ve been
Now, maybe it’s time for us to discover one another
Put our trust in each other
Maybe then we’ll see what it is to be free
Reading old letters from a time long since past
Looking through things on the the shelves, guess it’s time to ask
If maybe it’s time for us to discover one another
Put our trust in each other
Maybe then we’ll see what it is to be free
Now we’re sitting side by side, we hold hands, not cry
We both know it’s been so long, it’s time to move on
But I know that we have discovered one another
Put our trust in each other
And I know we’ve seen what it is to be free
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LET'S HOPE THIS NEVER ENDS
With you by my side, it seems I’m free to dream
With you by my side, it seems an ending to pretending
My friends, my friends, let’s hope this never ends
My friends, my friends, let’s hope this never ends
If we’re side by side, we’ll see what it means to be free
If we’re side by side, then just between you and me, my friends
My friends, my friends, let’s hope this never ends
My friends, my friends, let’s hope this never ends
Never, never, I hope this never ends
Never, never, I hope this never ends
I hope this never ends
Never, ever, I hope this never ends
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16. |
Someday
02:18
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SOMEDAY
Guess it’s my time now, to be taken away
But it’s your time now, to live another day
I sometimes don’t know what to say and don’t know what to do
So I’ll sit and watch the days drift away with you
Would you still remember me, if I didn’t look the same
Would you give up all tomorrows, if you could take back yesterday
Guess it’s our time now, to go our separate ways
And I hope, somehow, we’ll meet again someday
Someday
Someday
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17. |
Sweet Dreams
02:29
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SWEET DREAMS
Was this life all you had hoped it’d be
Did you do and say all the things you need
Sweet Dreams
Where did all the time go
How did we get here
I guess the days became months
The months turned to years
Sweet Dreams
I love you, goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight
I love you, goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight
I love you, goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight
I love you, goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight
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18. |
Clear Light
02:29
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Instrumental
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UNTIL THEN
Woke up Tuesday, everything seemed okay
I woke up Tuesday, it just seemed like any other day
Woke up Tuesday, didn’t know where you were
I woke up Tuesday, the news I hadn’t yet heard
I dropped the phone to the floor and held my head
Life was just getting started
Until then
I thought I must be dreaming, grabbed a pack of smokes
And then I ran out screaming, on the tears I . . .
Could you be somewhere, even if you weren’t
And why can’t anybody tell me what this life is worth
I’m not much for goodbyes, I won’t pretend
So I’ll just let you go and say
Until then
Until then
Until then
Until then
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Artist Drowning Boulder, Colorado
"It’s really refreshing when an artist can write heart-wrenching cathartic material and make listeners say ‘Fuck, yeah,’ instead of ‘Fuck life!’"
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